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To my beloved that I will always dreamed. My story is about to reveal but for the details I started to share some of a glimpse details.
When I was a child I have so many questions about why I am here in this world and why did I exist.
I have so many questions in myself but it's remain a questions.
Why I exist......? and........ why I am here living in this world...?
Why some other family living happily with their family....and why some family are broken and theirchildren are broken living in a chaos......
So many questions and why some young child suffered from depression at a young age.... why this pain feels deep inside in their heart.
The pain from traumatic childhood didn't remove or vanished and still remain in the old version of self. Thinking that life is unfair but still unfair....
People change because of so many circumstances... The young version of self still has a lot of question why being alive is unfair...
Their so many pain and loneliness behind of a happy image... Why some people wearing mask to feel and to show there are stable and abundance of happiness.
I live observing many things and every people around... some live with content but other living always wearing their mask...
Why is it happening....